This Deviant is ....


( wheat intolerance )

As of 1/8/2020 I been told I have NCGS ( en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Non-celi… ) But not Coeliac/celiac disease  ( en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coeliac_… ) it by chance that I developed this allergy sensitivity at some point at the end of August of 2019 or the start of September 2019. Having severe pains in my sides mostly my right. After a few months of thinking its a problem with my Kidneys, right lung, appendix, stomach, ovaries some sort of infection or worse thinking that I might have ovarian cancer since it has been a fear since they thought I had it back in 2009 or my gallbladder or appendicitis and having a low white blood cell count. 

I am only posting this to encourage those with unsure symptoms should be checked. Most of all if they are going on long term with little to no relief. I was in and out of the hospital a few times and some of the times I didn't want to go in fearing what I might find after 2009. 

If you are unsure was Gluten is. Here is a video



youtu.be/NHl-xwiEGSQ

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Its that time again!!!! 

I always love these! I am just sad I am not more involved with these. (Yea, adult hood sucks) 

I am going to see what I can do about adding a prize to the pot at least!

I always enjoy other impression and touch on the characters of the stories and the ideaspeople come up with. It just inspires more to the table! Go check it out! Al the referances are located in the link =>  <da:thumb id="784310978"/>

EDIT: Just got in the mail today that we do not qualify and we will be not moving into the new appartments.....

fuck you 2019....

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So....where to start?

As very few know I have been VERY Inactive. It was due to multiple reasons. Before I had a second job parentling and just normal adulting stuff.. no tablet or lab top or computer etc etc. 

however.....

Somethings had happen at my first job. 

trigger warning. Just because I feel I have to. 

Now to make this less confusing I have Job #1 and Job #2. Job #1 is my MAIN sourseof income since I get paid more have coverage medical dental blah blah blah... I am part time but I work full time hours.  The reason I stay there. Though I been assulted there and harassed several times and reported. 

Job #2 is FULL TIME but I work just above part time. Meaning I get more then 24 hours however I been working more hours and overtime due to a LOT of people calling in for one reason or another and it is the most stressful of my two jobs. 

Not to get into details. But I was forced to relocate from my store to another store. And because of that move I had to leave job #2

Now.... I had a bit of a hard time adjusting to the transfer of job #1 I thought I was fine but then I got injured. I still had to work with limitations. Even though I put my two week noticed in I stayed at job 2 because to many people were calling in and needed help. I stayed one more week. A few days later after my last day. I got injured at job one. 

So I worked one job for 4 months... and you know what... It was hard. I didn't really come back due to trying to heal myself from what happen at job one that forced my transfer. I also developed anxiety due to resurfacing on trauma from when I was small. But finachally it was a big mistake. A HUGE ONE...

So fast forword a few months I went back to my old job. (Because I was actually looking for another new job closer and with some kind of benifits and better pay. but having a hard time finding a job to work around my already made schedule) The assistant Manager I worked beore was now the General and said I would come back just fill out the app online and so I did. 

Apparently the second GM after my original manager and my got into it on that I quit or not (mind you this was the same day I was getting an MRI on my ankle after I injured it at job one. 

He said I quit on the spot without reason and I am not allowed to be rehired....

well fucking great. 

Now dueing this time of me getting my second job back my aunt whom has 4 different cancers and a turmor that finally slowed down was evicted from our home due to the waste of human space that is my cousin and her daugther. Because of their disregaurd for other people none the less eachother them and my aunt got kicked out by the Sheriff. That was hired by the land lord (my grandpa) to remove them. I also lost something very important I can not get back. And I will never forgive her for that. 

So now living in a van at this time I went out of my way to help them. (Long story short I am not talking to my cousins.) But I am helping my aunt in whatever way I can. 

Few days later, I wake up to my house flooded. 

I am not even joking.... I mean there was water coming from the kitchen the hot water pipe burst. Flooding mostly he front part of the house (kitchen, dinning, den, living room, garadge, hall way) On and off we had no hot water or running water because of pipe problems since the house is so old. 

I finnally able to got back to job two and start working. It finally came down to "You can't fire someone who had already gave notice to quit and all the paper work was finalized over a week before the termination". I had a good profile and record prire to that, that helped me. even the District manager got involved and said it was stupid. We kinda figured the previous GM that took over did it out of spite since the day I was at the hospital getting my ankle checked out. 

Now from a shift leader to the assistant manager. It was not the pay I was hoping for but at least it might be a stepping stone for something later. But for now it works for me due to the flexability. 

I had some other problems and things happen too but I am not going to even get into them. 

So finally onto some good news.

We finally are able to snag an appartment. We are approved and everything and thanks to a friend giving me a loan we are able to move and with my second job we can pay of bills and get finachally stable and start a new life. Away from here away from people and things that make me unahppy. To have a place of my own and my daugther can have her own room without sharing with someone. There is just a few finale things before we move in. The appartments we are moving into are still building and is delayed due to the rais happening here but hopefully the move in date is Feb 1st or March 1st of this year.

The only sad thing is we have to give up our cat since its not a pet friendly community. We are look for a local senior cat group of some sort to take in snoozles since we do not wantto surrender her to some random shelter. 

I am sorry that I didn't get anyone DA subcriptions this year. I normally do give out 3 to the same fellow artist and a few to some random ones I find I would like ot see more work of but this year it is not in my budget. We are focused on moving right now and making it easy on our selves. and to prepare so we don't get stuck like we did before. It took us almsot a decade to be able to do this and we are not going to waste this oppertunity.

Thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes! Even though I am late ^_^ And this year I will not be doing a "Happy Birthday Dahlia" contest this year. With all the hours I been working I just can't this year. Dahlia's birthday is Feb 12th (if I remember it LOL if not back up birthday is Feb 26th) 

Never give up! 

Many thanks to those who took part in the LOGIV Contest!! Hosted by GeisKing1 !!! I am always impressed by all the enteries and the talent of the faboulas artist who poured their hearts out in these images. 

 

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the enteries => www.deviantart.com/geisking1/f…

here are some features from the contest that are based on my characters who partake in the stories and images that LOG are based in. 

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La'cole, Tuuka, Genache, Aurigae and Lilith. 

Many thanks to those who did these lovely images for the contest!!! 

Sadly I have no position this time on the voting for the images. But please show these deviants some love and go visit there DA pages and look at all the wonderful things they create! And also give some love for the others who also contributed. => www.deviantart.com/geisking1/f…

I curently featuring the ones who potrayed my characters who are in the lineup. 

Thanks again to everyone who joined!!! Can't wait until the next time!!!! 

I watched this man almost as long as I been watching Alton Brown. Both had a big influance on me as I grew up and learned to cook. Anthony Introduced me to a bigger world of food outside of my normal comfert zone showed me the world through food. I first startd watching him when I was pregnent wih my daugther Nyssa. It was him good eats and America's next top model, Bizzare Foods, and Hell's kitchen was all I wathed while I was prgenent. But I found Anthony was a bigger influance on me with his more down to earth look on life and introducing a world most would never see or know. Its was him Cheft Ransmey who influanced the world Dragon Spiker Came from because it all started wih Culture and food. He also stood with womans rights and his current partner (actress Asia Argento) was one of a handful of women who came forth first with the #metoo movment.  Especially against Harvey Weinstein who was accused rape by many many women. 

He had ups and down is know for his addictions that were open. Its just sad his life was ended in such a way with a loving partner and children behind. 

Besides Curt Cobain be was also an influance on my character Adian Vance (aka Skillet Cobain) that inspired his name sake besides the band of the same name) 

wiki - en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anthony_…
his show - explorepartsunknown.com/
#metoo CNN - www.cnn.com/2018/06/08/enterta…
random gif - goo.gl/images/9m4kpH
random gif - goo.gl/images/zH17a6

I am going to watch all his shows again now.